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please help me

ello guys i am not writing this for symphathy or emphaty i am writing this because i need someone to talk to i havn't told anyone in my family or my friends i wanted to share to the people i really trust i have had issues trusting myself and sometimes i feel like dying or killing myself and i need help i just think i can't be enough for anyone all i want is love from my family but i just think i'm being forgotten i don't even know if the'll support my dream of becoming a kpop singer