._idk_anymore_.

I have no hope in waiting anymore.

When will I be my old self again My ok self again My non - insecure self My everything's ok self My normal self that I now have to act like I still have My self that was my soul. I don't have it anymore. That was all I had. Now that it's gone I don't even feel like Im here anymore . If I die soon don't miss me

._idk_anymore_.

When will I be my old self again My ok self again My non - insecure self My everything's ok self My normal self that I now have to act like I still have My self that was my soul. I don't have it anymore. That was all I had. Now that it's gone I don't even feel like Im here anymore . If I die soon don't miss me